Thank you Alyssa!
made this over a year ago for holiday parade… i miss them oh so much <33
apparently they are putting new music out soon.. its really hard to be patient during all of this since i’ve been waiting patiently for over a year..
Thank you Alyssa!
made this over a year ago for holiday parade… i miss them oh so much <33
apparently they are putting new music out soon.. its really hard to be patient during all of this since i’ve been waiting patiently for over a year..
(via alyssagalletta)
miss this. that’s all.
I do it to myself. I really just make problems harder for myself.. I make myself more sad than I have to be.
I am such a fucking idiot. God damn it why can’t I just be normal
I’d go through the pain of being abused physically, sexually, and mentally every day if it meant I didn’t have to deal with the pain of its after effects. My depression is that bad.
literally as soon as i post about how sad i am, something makes me 10x more sad. it literally hit like a brick and i am now crying hysterically.
did you do that to be sarcastic? what was your intention by that? just go away. i dont even know what to say anymore. just go away.
So broken and it feels like no one cares.
The only people that care are my boyfriend, my youngest brother, and possibly 1 other friend. I don’t want any of them to get involved in my dumb affairs because they will become apart of it. They would become part of my fucked up and sad life and because they are the only people in my happy life, I’d rather not mix the two.
I need to talk to someone though. I’m on the verge of going back to the person I was… I hate it.
I can’t even type down why I am so sad, I’m shaking. There is so much wrong it’s literally ridiculous. Sure other people obviously have it worse, but let’s look at the facts, my situation isn’t exactly a walk in the park.
Best part is all I want to do in my life is go back to the person I use to be, back when I was 12/13, but I can’t even do that because I am so god damn broken I am unfixable. I hardly even remember who I was.
I have never felt such a loss in my entire life.
I’ve let myself down, yet again.
Been needing to blog, just haven’t had the time to get away for a while.
Everything is wrong, even if it’s all suppose to be right.
I don’t even know where to start!!! I’ve been dealing with so much might just explode.
atripthrewmymind: Maybe one day I'll be content with life, -
Or at least I keep telling myself that maybe one day I will be. As of right now I really don’t know what to do with myself. I screw up everything. I literally can’t stand myself. I don’t want to sound extreme and say I hate this life and all that it is, but as of right now music and a different…
Everyone tweeting they were happy when they heard snooki was dead??? Obviously it’s a fake trending topic but really? She may be the most annoying person in their minds,but she doesn’t deserve death wished upon her. I swear to god I fucking hate ignorant people. No one deserves death wished upon them. She hasn’t done any harm to anyone, yet people are jumping of joy to see on twitter “rip snooki”. God society is fucked up.
Everything in life is complicated. Get over yourself.
I no longer blame you for my misery.. I was sad long before you came into the picture..