So ridiculously hurt by someone who could care less right now.
For whatever reason I always put my feelings above other peoples, pretty much no matter what.
I need to stop doing that because I am so upset and stressed out right now I can’t even cry. I’m on vacation and all I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry, and I can’t even do that.
I need to be happy, but honestly what’s going to make me happy obviously won’t happen.
I need to get over myself.
I’m on vacation.
I need to stop worrying about this.
But god,
It hurts 10 times worse just because they don’t care.

I feel terrible for what I did, but I didn’t mean to do it, plus I didn’t think it was a big deal.. I don’t understand. I just don’t.

But now I’m hurt. Reall hurt.
And obviously not getting over this any time soon.