I’d suggest you leave my life now, because you won’t want to stick around for what’s about to happen. No one will want to stick around for this.
God damn it. I need to let go. End this before it begins. This will only end badly for both of us. I am such a screw up and I never do anything right. I can’t expect you to be there for me, especially now. It is to much to deal with and it’s too soon. It will ruin everything.
Why the fuck can’t I be normal
