It’s weird. I’m honestly posting so much stuff on here tonight, but it’s because i just have so many things running through my mind…

Like. I almost, slightly, in the tiniest bit, miss him???
Yes he was my first, but I almost forgot about his existence, which is bad, but im pretty sure he forgot about mine too..
Before all the shit happened between us we were amazing friends. I honestly don’t care what he says about me now, but we had amazing life talks. I miss having that crazy child in my life. I don’t want him romantically now, but he was always something.. He always got me thinking about unusual things. He’s changed a lot though, probably more than me. I wonder who he even is anymore..
If I had to bet on it he is probably just as lost in life as I am..