i’ve decided that i am no longer angry.. no longer upset.. no longer holding onto something that is in the past. me and you will just be me and you. nothing more, nothing less.

but i don’t have a single intention on being your friend. 

not at this point, not ever. you want to be friends, sorry for you, i am doing what will make me feel better in life. i am no longer trying to please you. you can not just sit there while i lie awake restless every night thinking about you, and thinking about when you will want to talk to me again. you can not just have me sitting here, expecting to be my friend when you are ready to be my friend. i do not want you interrupting my life because you are ready to do so. i no longer wish to be your friend or have you in my life. this is on you now.. it was your decision to stop talking to me all together. you knew how much it hurt but you did it anyways. i don’t think you are a terrible person, i actually admire your personality. you were such a genuine person and thats one of the reasons i loved you so much. all i’m saying is don’t expect to come back into my life, because i can’t deal with it and i don’t want to even try at this point.